This has not been a good day!
Infact so far it has been one of the worst I have had in a long time. I hate it when a day starts out bad and only gets worse.  It’s like everything I touch either is wrong or has issues so far. I really need to go back to bed until tomorrow.

Since signing Allison up for Brownies I think I have filled out and signed more forms than when we purchased our house!
Oh, and I bet I have spent about the same amount of money too.

My day is getting worse by the hour. I really need to go home and go back to bed.

NEVER let a family member that does not blog any where near your blogging world, at all, even your Flickr page because they will some how think it has some thing to do with them and make it personal.

I am thinking I might have to move my main blogging else where.
This make me very sad because I love this domain.

I miss my husband so much since he has been put on afternoons. I miss coming home and hearing about his day and telling him about mine. I really miss him being there for dinner when Allison and I sit at the table. I miss saying good night before going to bed. I miss watching him get ready for work and feeling him kiss me goodbye in the early mornings.

Is it Friday yet?

My husbands truck was broken into late last night. Who ever did it must have felt like they hit the jackpot. Because he has been working around the clock on side jobs and had a backseat full of tools. About $3000.00 worth! This really pisses me off! Even if the insurance company pays our claim there are some things that can’t be replaced. Like a nice wrench set that was given to you by your brother not long before he passed away. Now gone.

How do people do these things and still sleep at night? For all they know my husband uses those tools to support his family. We are for sure going to feel it if he can’t finish his side jobs with out replacing them.

SON OF A BITCH!

We made the change over to digital phone on Friday afternoon. When the guy left here he told my husband that it would take about three hours before we could receive any incoming calls. Well of course three, five then 24 hours went by and guess what, still not working. 
It took until I decided to call their office and bitch this morning at 10:00am and tell them our phone was still not working properly and this is unacceptable service before it was fixed. I just don’t understand the lack of good customer service these days. With as much money as we pay out for digital cable, inter net and now phone some one in the company should have been doing a follow up to make sure the install went well and that we are happy. Really ticks me off.

Why is it that every time I sit down to eat dinner the phone rings a hundred times?
Alright, maybe it rang five or six times and not really a hundred but it sure felt like a hundred and my garlic shrimp pasta was still cold.

I am about to dump like a dump truck. Something I don’t do here very often but may start for the sake of my sanity!

In the past month my life has made four huge changes and every day I am waking up with my head spinning and wondering what the hell will happen next.
First, our house payment as of this month went up $300.00 because of a mistake in the escrow, making it a whopping $1400.00 payment that we so can not afford. Then a week later, my brother in law who my husband was very close to passed away. This has been very hard on my little family here. Strike three, with out him, my mother in law can no longer afford her apartment and has to move in with us. Being the person I clash with the most on this earth, I am really stressing to say the least. But I love my husband and will try my best to make this work. Okay, number four, my husband’s shop went under this week. He doesn’t even know for sure if he is being paid for the past two weeks he has worked. We are in some serious shit!
I always thought bad things came in 3s? I said that to my mother and she said to brace myself for two more then, but I think we just got hit with an extra and have had enough.
I mean I don’t think we can take any more.

I knew it! I finaly find another show my husband and I can both enjoy other then 24 and NBC pulls the plug. We were really digging this show. NBC must have their heads up their butts to replace such a well made drama with some stupid so called reality show. WTF?

I am pretty much over my strep throat but still not 100 % just yet. I am still coughing and hacking every couple of hours, mostly when I am trying to sleep. Which leads to a lot of frustration and swearing in the night, which then leads to a pretty cranky me during the day.

I can’t stop coughing.
It hurts to talk, hurts to swallow, even hurts to look at the computer screen.
I am going back to bed.